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Journal Entry: Thu Nov 17, 2011, 5:57 AM
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Recent event that just happened: Apparently she decided to renovate my wardrobe at one side and bitched and yelled and whatnot at me for not organizing my clothes the way she wanted. I said countless times to her I place my stuff at THAT place because that's fucking HANDY for ME to grab and use things, but nooo, bitch wants to have everything her way because she's self-absorbed like that. Btw 'mom', you said how the fuck my dad's father could fit in that small tunnel for an MRI-scan with his 'fat belly', but I find it hard to believe you could fit there as well, considering you're not the most slimmest person I've met in my life and my dad and I always call you 'el gordo' or fatty. <__<

Jesus, stop making such big things out of everything.

Also, you keep saying that after yelling and kind of 'realizing' it's your fault or you shouldn't have done that and blabla, you always say it in a sentence where it's all blamed on the one that you were mad at. Of course, you're aaalways right and everyone is aaalways wrong. That's your way of life, isn't it whore? Jesus, seriously.

Also, it's fucking normal kids around my age cussing and saying words like "whore" and stuff nowadays. You didn't want me to say things like that and think these stuff about my own mother, but yeeaaahhh, guess who I really am? That's right! I'M YOUR DAUGHTER WHO SAYS STUFF LIKE THESE. WHEEE. Now grow the fuck up, mentally, and learn to accept these things since we're not in your motherfucking era anymore. These things can happen automatically.

Also2, you said that my uncle yells at my niece for being a popular wannabe at school and getting bad grades and that parents shouldn't yell that loud, but oooh, look who's doing these stuff to me for about 15 years! That's right bitch, you say stuff about others yet you do it yourself as well, countless of times.

What good mother you are. If I could disown myself, I would. And yessss, I know, I know, you're my 'mother', you gave birth to me, but I don't care. A real mother wouldn't do these things and 'scold' their children normally, not by yelling and harming them.

You also wondered why the fuck I ran to my dad worried about him throwing up and asked if he wanted something to drink after he was done. You're so stupid to realize I fucking hate you, and that you're needy since during the time you had CANCER, I kept on cooking for you and brought you your stupid food and asked sometimes if you were alright and if you wanted something. Yes, you asked me countless of times if I love you, and I keep saying "I love you tooooons" without any meaning. My dad doesn't ask for it, and I say it to him. See? Probably not. I love my dad for real since he is understanding, he knows I say fucking bad things about you, supports me in an actual WISE and meaningful way, tell me stuff I don't know (whilst you keep b'awwing all around because I keep saying I know this and that already) and that I don't care about you at all.

And I'm still 15.

Imagine how it'll be in the future.


Just a little... rant? 'Dunno.

So uh, I mostly lunch at home since I won't eat anything at all when I'm in school during lunch so yeah. My mom said that she tried taking a shower in my bathroom (she has her own bathroom, while I have my own but share it with my sister when she comes over and other visitors she took with her)... and I was like: "Dude, what the fuck. You have your OWN freaking bathroom, and even if your shower is some kind of thing where you feel trapped in a box made of glass, you still have your own. So if you liked it, does that mean you'd shower in MY bathroom forever?! SERIOUSLY."

Ungrateful bitch always wants the best for her and if there's something she doesn't like she nags about it 'til it's fixed, and since this house isn't big enough for her 'stuff' she keeps bitching about it and how we're going to move next year to another house. Who ever said that's guaranteed? No-one. Also, 90% of the stuff that is being saved in the garage is yours. It's just that you buy a lot of useless shit you don't need, same goes to food, which is such a waste.

Oh, and btw, I'm kinda 'ew' when it comes to her. Whatever she touches make me go all 'ehbgrgh', but that only goes to stuff that she recently touched with her fork (she keeps poking this one vegetable, for example, like a retard while saying I should eat veggies. I do, tbh. And I eat a lot more fruit and stuff than her). It's just the so-called bacteria from her mouth that I find disgusting, and I never know if she washes her hands (I know she doesn't, actually), and she sneezes in her hand and coughs all over the place without covering her mouth with her arm/sleeve. I also started to become disgusted by the fact that I have to keep going to her and she gives me 'kisses', which I wipe off on my sleeve when she ain't looking and wiping it off on a wall or something.

Now I gotta buy a new sponge thing and perhaps switch some other things as well. u___u

Also, jesus mom, buy some vests of your own! Those fucking vests you wear are mine, and I STILL USE THEM. But nooo, sometimes I just can't because you keep taking mine. SO INSTEAD OF BUYING ME CLOTHES, buy yourself some vests, m'kay? Also, you kinda 'stole' this white vest from me (even though I never used it at all), you have that one and it's thick as fuck, but no, you don't want to wear that. Fuck you mom, fuck you.

Oh wait, no, not fuck you. That'd be kinda... ew. u__u For me. I'd also feel kinda sorry for the person who would if this was taken literally.

P.S.: It's funny how a friend of mine could see how much I hated her when he was in my house to do a project. He doesn't like his father instead.


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:iconinfinitewhiplash:
Wow, how come your dad hasn't left her yet? I would've left her the second I married her.......
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:iconkashoune:
=Kashoune Nov 28, 2011  Hobbyist Digital Artist
That's what I've told him several times, but he never really gave a good answer. I'm pretty sure he doesn't love her since he wants her to go away as soon as possible when she's completely healthy again.
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:iconchelseachil:
~chelseachil Nov 19, 2011  Hobbyist Artist
I feel your pain, it makes me want to kill beat up your mother...
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:iconcalanii:
~calanii Nov 17, 2011  Hobbyist Digital Artist
wow, YET AGAIN.
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:iconcroweology:
~Croweology Nov 17, 2011  Student General Artist
glad you ranted, it helps...just
daaaaaaammmmnnn
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:iconequestrian-equine:
*Equestrian-Equine Nov 17, 2011  Student General Artist
Writing out a rant is a good way to feel better (LET IT OUT :XD:)
Ahhh sounds tough.
Hope you get that vest back...errr...or if you don't want it, that you get a new one ;P
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:iconluke-4d:
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O que houve...? Não entendi muito bem o motivo da raiva...
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:iconluke-4d:
Ainda não li o texto, mas.. você tem 15 anos? D:
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:icondouglasnereus:
thats like, wow
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:iconcalanii:
~calanii Nov 17, 2011  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Wowwwwwwww..
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